Random Thoughts...: 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004


Friday, June 25, 2004

no its not coffee.. its Holsten :> like i forgot how much i like this thing.. i'm gona miss it though.

its weird how dad seems to get pissed off at just abt everything ive got to say in 'official' matters. i dont say anything wrong, but it seems all wrong to him. well from now on i aint saying anything. he can do watever he thinks is rite and then regret it if its wrong. dont make no difference to me. i'm just a mumbling idiot who talks weird so that i dont think abt other 'things'. is my jaaliness the answer to all? for the questions that circle around r far more. if this keeps on, i mite just become a psycotic serial killer who kills for cereal boxes :
these r the last days in riyadh.. this place.. this flat.. i was born and raised here.. well actually i was born in a hospital that khajoors demolished 7-8 years laters :\ however my life was here.. watever that went passed here.. i will miss it.. if not remember all of it in my life to come.. but i will have some numbered memories of it.... and even those that i wud like to forget.

gdi and devil gona be here no 30th june.. looking forward to that day.. havent met em in over a year.. i wonder if the whole group is gona ever get together some day or not.

every light that shines... casts a shadow somewhere...

Sunday, June 20, 2004

yesterday's dinner at Y ch's place was good. i was suppose to 'miss' that dinner, but couldn't do it. goin to riyadh rite now. flite at 11:30am. like :s its no big deal anymore, getting a ticket and all, as if goin to hydery for the weekend and mamu's place.. well at mamu;s place ive got things to do, riyadh, its plain boring. oh well packing it is then... dekhtay hain kiya hota hay.

she looked so nice yesterday.. sigh.. may be riyadh is wat i need rite now, break from pakiland...

Thursday, June 17, 2004

the more u want.. the more its pushed far. pushed far till it fades away. fades but leaves traces. traces but dont lead to its origins. origin with a destination written for no one to change. change is always for the best. best is the life u want. wat u want is always more than u need. the more u want...

Sunday, June 13, 2004