Random Thoughts...: 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
doesnt matter how good of mood ur in, there is always someone around to fuck up ur head :)
i try to be 'normal' i even succeed at times, but its 'crap' that ticks me off and just go back to square one.
those things that i disliked or even hated before, i dont give a fuck abt it now.. well i do.. but i dont :\ crap! crap!!!!
i dont exactly know y, but ive prayed for it... that too on more than one occassion :)
i think ive stopped beliveing in fate. u make ur own fate. all i want is SOBs to die and not to mess it up :\ y cant ppl just live their own fkn life and lets others do the same in peace :(
money... it divides and seperates ppl so easily... cant live with it, cant live without it.
lol, i cursed it :) i knew i was doin it, but i just wanted to make sure, and so i did :)
he blames me for her death, as much as we joke abt it, he still does... one tends to value things he has lost, than those he has.
being rich or poor, it doesnt matter... happiness comes from within...