dil-e-verran hain, teri yaad hain, tanhaiy hay...

...sach tou yeh hay, keh dua karna hee choor diya hay... :)

Scorpio: The less seriously you take yourself, the better off you will be
horoscopes tell u the weirdest of things :
raat itni andheri.. keh saiy bhi chup gaiy...

doesnt matter how good of mood ur in, there is always someone around to fuck up ur head :)
i try to be 'normal' i even succeed at times, but its 'crap' that ticks me off and just go back to square one.
those things that i disliked or even hated before, i dont give a fuck abt it now.. well i do.. but i dont :\ crap! crap!!!!

i dont exactly know y, but ive prayed for it... that too on more than one occassion :)
i think ive stopped beliveing in fate. u make ur own fate. all i want is SOBs to die and not to mess it up :\ y cant ppl just live their own fkn life and lets others do the same in peace :(

money... it divides and seperates ppl so easily... cant live with it, cant live without it.

lol, i cursed it :) i knew i was doin it, but i just wanted to make sure, and so i did :)

he blames me for her death, as much as we joke abt it, he still does... one tends to value things he has lost, than those he has.

being rich or poor, it doesnt matter... happiness comes from within...

:D

a person born blind, wud he/she dream at nite?

wat exactly am i doin still up this late? :/ sheesh i wont get any sleep till i'm sick, will i :S this sucks.. this sucks bad :(

LEECHES! blood sucking leeches, thats what they are! parasites that live, feeding on others. they sucked everything out for such a long time and still they want more :S if it were upto me i wud had disowned em a long time ago.

its kinda ironic, more like pathetic that i cant pray for someones long life or pray for someone coz it seems all my prayers ever do, is curse the whole situation :) sometimes i hate my self for that :/

so y am i writing all this? coz.. well.. i cant find a good enuff reason for it at the moment.. so i'll get back on it later :/

happiness doesnt come from a day or an occassion. it comes from within...

:)

its pathetic when a complete stranger asks u for advice abt their relationship. lol and wats even more pathetic is asking me abt it :P ive seen enuff crushes, ive seen enuff ppl fall in 'love' and then topple into a ditch so far down, that they dont know wats day light any more. ive seen enuff relationships break and some to an extend of never talking to each other. hell ive seen a person commit suicide all in the name of 'love' ....so heres wat i think, screw love :S if ur in love with someone be enuff a person to actaully tell that person how u feel. if u cant do that, go to the lake and fish, atleast u'll be having some fun. and if ur in a relationship, get freakn engaged if ur that serious abt it :S ohh i'm mad abt him, oohh she drives me crazy, ohh i miss him/her soo much.. a spark, and poof.. oh hes a SOB, oh that bitch!

oh so u dont agree with me? does it look i give a F? MY RANDOM THOUGHTS! minee.. all mineeee!!

fkd up crap! y do ppl have to be such shit heads? blah! dont they have enuff goin on :S

fuckn crap :S like is a "good nite's" sleep too much to ask for? :(

some things dont go away... some ppl dont go away. phir kiya kiya jaiy :\ may be i shud go away :)

atay ko tokna nahi, jatay ko rokna nahi... :)

was it ever to work out? is it better this way, or is this another 'phase'? time will tell...