Random Thoughts...: 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
its no use talking to somebody.. coz i'm not going to actually talk to the person :\ its just how i am. yeah i know i'm weird :) but isnt everyone? its the abnormalities of our ways of life that makes us an individual. no one remembers a normal person, coz they dont exist.
khair.. on a brighter note, we bought a house.. finally! :D
early mornings are so heavenly... steaming cup of coffee, cool breeze blowing and good music to ears... aahhh... i do appreciate people's concern, really i do. i dont mean to blow them off like that, but the issues i have were created by me... so they need to be resolved by me... and so they shall be. after we move to the other place, things will change. distance will indeed play its role :)
no random thoughts these days... just one... thought of death!
so i listened to her.. i heard everything she had to say. for some, i do think it wasnt her fault... but come on :S i feel sorry for some part but i dont know wat else to tell her. i mite be the only one who agrees with her for some part and still its me she gets pissed off saying ur just like the rest of em? as fucked up as it may sound, she has nothin to live for. shes goin to hell as it is, mite as well speed up the process :S but NOT ON MY CONSCIOUS! its enough i have to live with one death! like i said, everyone is entitled to an opnion :S i'm not a good listener, more like a fucked up one.. with nothin to say to the other person.
they ask for ur opinion, but they never want to hear what they dont like. they dont wana agree with u. they dotn wana hear anything negative abt wat they'r doin.. so y the fuck ask for other's opinions? :S u wana die? go die on ur own time. do watever u wana.. my head is already too fucked up :S and they tell me stop drinking that crap :\
so im not a good person? wat else is new :S i dont give a fuck anymore.. really.
meri udasi may kahee tum muskrati hogi? paah! yeh armaan hain teray... armaan...
ive been feeling so miserable since yesterday.. so fuckn miserable!
i cant get enough of this crap either. everyone one i know, who knows abt my coffee issues has told me to quit. but whenever i decide to, something fucks up everything. i cant sleep when i'm so dead tired, so if u cant beat em... join em?
lol, have u known a person who is actually afraid to pray for anything?
miserable, so pathetically miserable!
its these scars that tell u... wat happened in the past was real!
everyone is entitled to an opinion... no matter how fucked up it may be.
irony of the situation... having java while studying java :)
if your not part of the solution, then your a part of the problem... :)
What am i? a reason? a season? or a lifetime?
a somewhat old question.. but it does make one think...
i have to no i need to sort out a few things. ppl say they care.. ppl say alot of things. at the end, all they r just words. no one can be sure of 'words'
i have to no i need to sort out a few things.
i dont actually feel sorry for her either. i should, but i don't.
all it takes to end it... is a click of a mouse :) so what kind of relationship we talking about? something that hangs on a thread as weak as that... a medium between any relationship, cant be a real one...
...then again those r my thoughts. doesnt mean u have to agree with em :) mine... all mineeee!
to some, life is literally cruel. is it their fault, that life came to them as it did? technically speaking it is, but thats another issue. they cant change it now. what they can do... is make the rite choices now, atleast make their worldly life comfortable. but u cant really always make the rite choices, can u? so what choices are we talking abt? none! its the circumstances of life that makes u turn for a way. hoping it to be a rite way doesnt cut it either. u need to be prepared for the road ahead. stones and thorns cant move on their own. so wat am i trying to say? nothing! thoughts dont always lead to making sense. somethings are better off senseless...
wat he meant to say was... your a worthless piece of shit, whos been freeloading all this time
love may be the best thing that can happen to a person, but getting heart broken is the worse that can happen. i wud tell him to becareful.. but then again its none of my business :) let life take its course...