If only life would had remained the same... why did it have to change? why did it have to become such complicated.
I dont know why I bother to write things here, no one actually 'reads' it. May be I want to read to read it, sometime in the future. They say everything happens for the better. They say change is good. If only 'They' could shut the fuck up! Minding ones own business has become more of a challenge these days. Everyone needs to find out what the other is doing. Not just find out, but to dig into their lives and 'know' everything. To be left alone, to be left on your own would be a blessing in this world today.
What is 'world' anyways? technically its nothing and still its everything.
Today is tomorrow's yesterday... if you live to see tomorrow that is, life can be quite unpredictable... and if you live to see tomorrow, 'today' can be quite a bitch.
I havent talked to some people that used to be quite close. people that I used to talk hours with and not notice the time pass by. They all go 'away'... them people. They don't even bother saying good bye. Maybe thats why I have issues trusting people. Maybe thats why I have issues getting close to anyone.
Making future plans has become more of a 'useless' aspect of life, considering the fact that just thinking of tomorrow fade it away...