Saturday, October 11, 2008
Monday, October 06, 2008
i dont talk much these days.. its just that i dont know what to talk abt. im almost always blank. i sucked at making small talks anyways, but now i just suck being in anyones company altogether... i dont share much of anything with anyone either. i have somewhat become the same person i was 10-12 years ago. seen n not heard.
when im home, im usually sitting in my room, or in the lounge watching tv. i dont talk to my parents, unless they do. i dont know i just have nothing to talk abt. its like half my brain is just shut down.
then there is the issue of me getting engaged. every freakn person i know wants me engaged asap :/ and to tell the truth, i think its about time i did. i need some change. i need something good in my life, to look forward to. coz quite frankly my life sucks.
when im home, im usually sitting in my room, or in the lounge watching tv. i dont talk to my parents, unless they do. i dont know i just have nothing to talk abt. its like half my brain is just shut down.
then there is the issue of me getting engaged. every freakn person i know wants me engaged asap :/ and to tell the truth, i think its about time i did. i need some change. i need something good in my life, to look forward to. coz quite frankly my life sucks.