In this world there are billions of individuals living their lives in a separate world of their own. These worlds are like marbles in a pit inside a circle; in the game of marbles. Each time one marble collides with another it transfers some of its momentum and thus putting the other marble in motion, transferring energy from one marble to another. In the course of life we meet so many people and absorb some of their energy… something from their lives into our own. We can’t help but take affect from another individual near us. It’s a simple law of nature. But the game is to stay inside the circle and resist the change in momentum. Laws can be bent and worlds can merge; but the goal remains the same, to stay within the circle. If somehow the marble gets shot outside the circle... It stays out.

I hope this makes sense lol.

What is this world coming to? People are set to sell their faith for some measly pennies. People lying and deceiving their way through life. They have started to live a days life without considering the adverse affect it might cause their life tomorrow. With so much evil roaming around freely, its nearly impossible for a ‘nice’ person to remain ‘nice’, because they are taken advantage of, deceived, lied to and hurt by people for their own cause. One can take only so much till one explodes with rage and confusion. People have lost all self respect. The core of almost all problems these days is money. People are literally killing each other over it. People have perceived an unusual image of life… a very dark one, the reality of which is somewhat different… or at least is could be. Then again reality is just merely an illusion, no matter how persistent it can be.

The world is falling apart and we’re to blame… us Humans, the only being empowered with intelligence and gift of choice. Most of which use it for their own cause, their own personal gain. As time is going by, we are becoming more and more sophisticatedly savage.

Life today, everyone is longing for freedom from one thing or another. We are imprisoned in this world, held here in shackles of life and only death shall set us free. But without faith, even death shall lead us to imprisonment for eternity. When the hour comes each second speaks of Eternity.

I have nothing going for me these days. Actually nothing for more than six months now. Its like as much as I try to break free from the shadows, I still cant. I'm just stuck there looking at the light and longing to feel the warmth of the light.

Its been eating me inside for a long time now... and I just cant get over the fact why people I used to know so well.. people I spent so much time with, shared so much with... just drifted away. Lost all contact with them. Why did they leave without even saying goodbye... Then i came to a conclusion... a fact that was just staring at me... It wasn't them, it was me... I'm just a loser :)

The world is falling apart... and we're to blame.

its what we do that changes the coarse of our lives. everything that we chose not to do, well thats just lost and not important. its the actions that produce reactions. the choice is always with us. no one can make the choices for you, nor can anyone force it out of you. in the end... its you who makes it and must take responsibility for the same.