Random Thoughts...: 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007
it hurts. it just hurts inside to look at someone and know his plans wont work out. even if everything around indicates the contrary, you have this gut feeling it wont. im not much proud about what i have, this gut feeling thingy. but i have it nonetheless. i can curse any situation.. just like that :/ might be coincidences.. but there have been far too many. kher.. i dont know how to write what i'm feeling right now. i'm never good with words :/
i havent found a job yet. its been 3 months now. and its not just me. almost everyone is just sitting around. there are no fucking jobs. well there are jobs but they dont offer them on 'merit'. i dont wana start that... its just depressing.
im just bored. JUST GOD DAMNED BORED! :|
Life can be very confusing at times. The number of choices one has to make through the coarse of life are just too many. The decisions one has to make, even the most smallest ones can leave an after effect that will screw up everything. Life is simple for those who make decisions with yes or no. it gets complicated when the word 'maybe' comes up.
Just about everyone these days is confused about one thing or another. I am.. aren't you?