im in one of those moods where i would care less about anyone. yes i know its rude and i dont care. im just pissed and depressed and this country is getting shittier year by year. before i came here, i dont actually remember being depressed or pissed off this much. i dont see the point to plan anything anymore, coz it just keeps blowing in your face. everything i have ever planned ahead for, everything that i have wanted so much... i was screwed each time. whats the point.