sea.. beautiful thing... and is as mystical. so much water still u can die of thirst.. look at it for hours, but stil wont get bored. i sat there for a long time. cudnt take the racket back there. whilst everyone was dancing abt, i sat there. looking at the sea. i thought this was a good time as any to have a look at my life.. wheres its leading to... where its gona end up.. where do i wana end it up.. :\ thoughts didnt lead to any results. guess am back to where i started.. wandering aimless

its funny how i kid around abt death.. some ppl r afraid outa there minds when it comes to death. but me... :S

"tujhe tou zindagi may tafree chahaiy. tu ussi may khush rahay ga" (darhi) little did he know.. tafree that others see.. is just a way to get my mind off reality for me :\

tired from the day... may be i'll sleep better tonite.. i hope so... coz pills aint the answer to this :S