restless nights, fruitless days... like fuck.. life sucks :|
yesterday nite's study thingy didnt do any good. i cudnt understand a single word of it.. i'll study by my self.. well atleast its a thought..

wat started out of need.. is now an addiction.............. so wat, i dont mean the laughter i laugh.. atleast am laughing :) let me be happy to them.

b4 i came to pakiland i cudnt picture chatting hours away.. didnt have 'cable' back in riyadh, so it was check mails n free the line. but here.. its almost free. from 1/2 hour online to somtimes 16 hours online together...i got too much into it. and all i did those hours was talk weird. ppl liked that.. to them all i am a jolly guy, who wont take anything to heart.. diss him as much as u want he wont mind, coz he has no mind. thats wat they think.. they still do. to be honest i never did take anything seriously. even if i was offended i just changed the subject.. i was online for fun, so y ruin the mood rite? but wat changed all that. i never associated anything on chat to real life. didnt take down phone numebers n crap like some ppl i know. so is it that i am sick of chatting.. is it even chatting.. and y the fuck am i talking to my self :s

its abt time i replied that mail :s ive become a rude person. these days i aint taking any bull shit from anyone.. teacher of no teacher.. i see me doin nothin wrong then fuck u. i will not take any kinda crap. jaan teeli jaisi aur bharam pathar kay. they talk abt principals.. i;ll screw em with their own principals

i need to get a hair cut.. and get a shave :S y do ppl think am in love.. fuck love! aint even close to anyone to fall in love.. all my crushes seem to just go away without a good bye. LOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! PATHETIC LIL RUNT! GET A LIFE AND STOP TALKING TO UR SELF :\