i cant belive am living this life... y did i go this way... i need to take this knife... and put it away...

ive become so rude... there is just too much anger and rage trapped inside me.. but i am taking it out on wrong ppl. seedhay moo baat nahi karta.. cussing at ppl for no apparent reason. abusing in every second line that comes outa my mouth. i thnk i shud stop talking till things get back to normal.. watever that is :S

fate... how is a murderer a murderer when it was in his fate to be one? he cudnt had helped it.. it was how it was meant to be.. if its all already written, then y bother and pray for something to happen.. if its gona its gona.. if not.. then it just wont. so is it just better not to pray for somehting soo much that if its not in ur fate, u'll get heartbroken when it doesnt happen. i am not making any freakn sense.. .

today totall khuwari day.. everything that i was suppose to do... ppl i was suppose to meet.. either they didnt show up or i got late in traffic :S from 11 in the morn to 7 evenin.. :S

true... its always easier to blame other ppl then look into ur own. we always look for somethign to blame when things go wrong. but its this thing, how even the guilty ppl get away with it.. all they got to say is apni ghalti kabhi na manna..

i better stop b4 it kills me :S